‘splaining

Ugh.

You know a post is bad when it starts out with ugh.
So, a while ago my site went into renewal stage.  Then, after some neglect, it went into expiry stage.  I didn’t renew as I usually do because I entertained some talk of moving to another provider and trashing the thought of having a site altogether.  Unable to let go, I let everything expire and took the chance of losing it all.  And I did.
So all old content is gone.  It wasnt earth shatteringly brilliant anyway, so it’s not a big deal.  Hopefully that will help me sleep at night.  Ok, I’m not losing sleep but I am slightly sad.
That’s pretty much all the effs I care to give.  I’m more upset that, when I signed back up for web hosting, I somehow got hooked up with CPanel and I don’t have a freaking clue how it works.  Also, apparently today I don’t have either the smarts or the patience to try to understand it.
And thus, this is what I have right now.  It’s not much.  Less than a work in progress, I would call it and I’m not even remotely happy with it.  The good part is it can’t get any uglier or worse than it is, even though it’s all uphill from here.
Like I need another flippin’ project.